The Dreams Keep Coming
08. December 2006 | en
So the dreams are slowing down. It’s been 3 weeks since I left them. And still they haunt me. The first week was every night. The second was every 2nd or 3rd. This week I thought I was free.
And then.
NIGHTMARE about the family I was living with in Turkey. SHUDDER. Mostly its the mom chasing me, or one of those dreams where your real life gets confused with your dream. So in the dream I’m in Turkey and I become upset I was dreaming I was back in Germany, OR I realize in the dream that I AM living in Germany, and then I think GWAAA So and SO is going to boil me alive for not being here in Turkey (where in the dream of course I am).
Confusing?
Good it is to me too. :P
I think its because the agency messaged me asking when I was coming back. And admittedly the thought crept in. Its good money, its Istanbul, and its my motorcycle with no effort in finding a job. They merely require your soul. So upon deeper reflection I’m only too happy to stay here in Germany. And when the cash runs out there’s still Canada and the homeland. John should be finishing up there about now to return to do his Masters, which means according to the divorce settlement Japan is free for me! (For those of you don’t know John got Japan in the divorce, I get holidays and every second Christmas. It has something to do with never wanting to be on the same continent as me again).
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Stuttgart
Germany
Map:
N 48° 76.705
E 9° 195.556
Created at: 07. June 2008
